Wishing you were somehow here again...

I miss him already even though he hasn't even been gone for 48 hours and he's less than 200 miles away.

What I Miss the Most

His shit eatin' grin

The way he looks at me like I'm crazy no matter what I'm saying

The way he pretends to ignore what I'm saying and then says "huh?" just to make me repeat myself 

The way he holds my hand with his left hand (and tries with his injured, cast covered, right hand)

How he is my shoulder to lay my big fat head on

His arms around me

The way he smells (Oh My Gosh, I miss this so much)

His adorable southern accent

The way he always seems to get me into the "alligator death grip sleeper hold roll" even if I'm winning the match

How he leans his whole head and body to the left when he's playing a Nascar video game like it helps him win

How he thinks it's "cute" when I get upset and then all he does is laugh at me (which feeds the anger and makes him laugh harder...until I can't stand seeing his grin and then I'm just happy again)

The fact that he thinks he's "the greatest" at everything and even started his own religion

How he isn't into drama at all

The way he would give the shirt off his back to help anyone as long as they're willing to help themselves

...I could keep going forever...

just sayin'